This morning I woke up, and I almost went back to the normal routine that I have fallen into for the last 40 years. Then I saw the news of the mass shooting in Las Vegas, made sure my daughter was safe, thanked the lord and prayed for the souls both dead and alive.
I have no planned or scheduled time in which I am going to write, I just know I must in order to keep myself accountable. As I sit here forever on hold in customer service hell it seemed like the best time. My body is screaming for new ink and I think I am going to give in, this will be a First Date alone so to speak. Why I always thought such a personal thing needed to be a group event is beyond me.
Since I have committed myself to these #consistentbaggagedrop120 I need to get moving and just do it no matter what. Lemon water was the beverage of choice this morning, which will be followed by some type of detox drink, pray for me. Gym and walking today and constant affirmations of positive thoughts only. My focus for the next 120days will only be what I have and how I can utilize it to make me a better person. How do the people in my life contribute to my life and how do I contribute to theirs. Am I truly being my best self.
I am the most impatient person in the world and feel that this should all be completed in one day, WHY can’t it lol… I need to learn patience!